Looking into her eyes is like staring down a black tunnel.
How can this human being be my mother?
How is it possible that she brought me into this world only to abandon me
I will never
ever get over.
Staring at her is sickening.
I want to cry.
I want to puke.
I want to take her, throw her down, stomp on her and then
see how she feels.
Because that has been my life since day 1 of her sickness
Living like this
Living like this with her toxicness is killing me
Piece by piece
I am slowly breaking
there will be